I'm just going to lie here, just for a bit.

Totally... carbon copy of me hanging out over there.

There has got to be someone out in the world for me somewhere because this whole "timing" thing is really pissing me off.

Just sayin...

Dear Micaela,

This year you will do the following:

1. Pass your classes... no Ds, got it?
2. Not be with anyone. NO BOYS.
3. Party
4. Make fun of every person who wears a fanny pack. I don't care if it's Hawaii and that it's "convenient"... it's still stupid.
5. Be truthful to everyone, no matter what.
6. Speak up with the roommies.
7. Continue making this list as the year goes on.

Love,
College

PS. Follow these rules, k? You're only letting yourself down if you don't.

FIRST OFF... I am writing a book. I don't know the title or the story or how the cover will look. But I am going to write one.

SECOND... I love my Mom. I LOVE MY MOM.

THIRDLY... I am so hungry right now that I'm almost bitter towards the fact that there is nothing open and that my roommate is sleeping instead of splitting a large pizza with me. Where's a vending machine when you need one, right?

Anyway, I love Hawaii more than anything right now. I love my speech class, if I don't get an A in speech there will be a campus wide shooting. Now I'm worried that if there is actually a campus wide shooting it will directly come to me because I said that there would be one depending on my grade.

I cried at the end of Kicking and Screaming... I don't even know, just go with it.

I love Cooler Ranch Doritos! Why are they called "Cooler"? Cooler than what? WIKIPEDIA!

Won't give up hope? PROMISE.
I won't either.

And you shiver.
He was your warmth.
You cry.
Lips quiver.
But your tears won't be him back.
I know you wish that it did.
But it just doesn't work like that.
I know that healing takes time.
But how much time are you gonna take?
Too much would be a mistake.

No no no!
Losing it NO!
Stay with it, let it ride out. The end of the ride is worth it... I promise.
Just got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real.

I don't want this feeling to go away.